loving a rock ... Feeling the moment
begin to believe that all problems of love from the Disney movies ...
beautiful Prince, with values, courage and fight for the princess, until today, only exists in my head, and yes, it really stupid to think that I will find someone like that, but the only thing I understand now and it hurts me to think, is that it is not looking for it, it comes to choosing ...
Not to brag, but let's be honest ... there is absolutely no not have anyone who yearns for him, and the problem is that many times you look at the less I must, as is my case.
even that I have several friends who could make it perfect in my life, the problem is that I'm in love with a rock, yes ... love, idiotic, spellbound, apendejada, or whatever you call that state in which one loses reason and make any amount of crap by someone else.
I can handle what ever use in my work without complaining, I am able to forget the traffic, the fatigue, the price of gasoline, wear and tear on my car, anything, because when I see your face I just feel that I'm in another world. I can forget knee pain from the blisters, insecurity and anything just to walk beside him, although he did not even seem to care ... but mostly, I have been able to forget myself and how much I'm worth to be with someone who does not value, which gives exactly the same if I am or not. Clearly
told me I do not want complaints, I want nothing. What better way to make me understand that I'm betting everything on a losing battle, and it hurts in the soul because there is nobody to make me feel what I feel for him ... Me sad, and sad because I'm content just so little, I think that this time it applies the phrase is not it, I am.
Almost anything I wrote that no I cared if we lived was just this morning, but I do care, and suffer thinking that gave too much and got what I expected. Nobody gives without expecting in return, no delivery and delivery love it hoping it would not apply, absolutely all want to love and be loved back, but I think the problem is that before thinking about giving love to someone (especially if it corresponds ) we have to put our self-esteem.
In Disney films, first love should teach ourselves to appreciate and not allow ourselves to be trampled by anyone, because the first thing we teach is to do enough for someone else, and of course, in movies everything is perfect but life real .... no.
I do not blame the movies, it is ultimately just a metaphor of how much we need to learn about interpersonal relationships, and I'm a viejaza ... worth a lot, but I can not find anyone to appreciate it .... and sadly, someone to talk to me enough nice to feel loved ... The
I'm really depressed, I would not "oneself down" but the truth hurts, and I know that while I suffer, and give it all to be well and getting there is someone out there that you'd better mothers, who say they want but not really so, at least not the way I wanted.
I know that I wrote not long ago, and I said no humiliate me again, nobody knows what can happen, but what is, I'm going to give me my place, though it cost me mourn and mourn, because if I do not, absolutely no one else will.
"Do not waste your time on someone Who Does not Appreciate
you the way You Should Be appreciated.
Do not ever settle for mediocrity,
for Being just an option,
for Being the one who's just fun to be with,
for Being the one who's Always There Desperately waiting,
for mere Concern
or pity
or for someone who likes you just
Because He knows he's got the power to break you.
It Is Better To Have Than nobody
Somebody Who is half yours, half
There
or Does not Want to Be There, or Is There
And Then Suddenly Disappears.
You Can Be in love
and You Can Be in a relationship.
But They're Not Always the same thing. "Amen
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